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 DAY - 2 journey to med school hello, I'm back and its day 2. a little recap of last day was that yesterday i studied just 2 hours. This was better that yesterday as today i am able to focus on my studies not that much but yes i have made some improvement i wake up a little late today at around 7:30 then at around 8am i started to study and study for 1 hour but good thing was that i don't use phone as i wake up. but yes, i didn't take a long study session in the morning that i will try to do tomorrow. after that 1 hour i take a break and then again study for an hour than i take a break and in that break i open hotstar and find grey's anatomy and i don't want to see it but get in the trap of mind and start to watch it but to my amaze it motivated me to study as i was seeing myself in that. i want to be a footballer but my parents want me to be a doctor and i don't have courage to break their heart by saying them that i don't want to be a doctor. But now a day...

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 DAY - 1 (sunday,13/08/23) Hello everyone i don't want to revel my name but i am a NEET aspirant and just passed of school and had given my first attempt in NEET and my score was 197. i know this is a poor result but i don't regret it as i don't study at all and just gave the exam knowing nothing haven't taken any offline coaching. but next year in 2024 i really want to clear the exam and want to get a good medical college. today was Sunday and i wake up early but study nothing just a little bit and done nothing i wake up at 6am then use phone till 7am then study for 1h30min and after that just used phone whole day and in evening go out and meet my friends and wasted a lot more time. then came back home at 8pm and study for 30min and now i think that what am i doing with my life and the life of my parents and thought of changing the way i am and came here to write about me at this moment of life i am just a piece of shit but i really want to change the way i spent my da...